I had one thing which I was in 100% sure... his love.. his patient, his heart...
now I have nothing... I'm just thinking if he do what he sad to me... i know that im stupid, i know... but in my heart there are a lot of pain, a lot of regrets to myself... first in my life i regret that i'm here...
it's funny cos on the begining of our relationship you told me that u never hurt me like my ex... but you did it... and it hurts more that my ex... cos you were with me, you lied... looking in my eyes, and you told that it was because of me :( how dare you!!!
now you know that I love you just half of my heart, that i don't believe you... and that you lost the best part of your life... cos my heart is big, big for those, who appreciate me... ho respect me... and you fail... because you want to forget about problems... you did't come to me with it, you came to KArolina, ater to Monika( but you said that you want to helf your friend... I don't believe you...)
earlier was Aska...
little bastard... i'm not looking boy just like you... you've changed... slowly... but it's really visable... ;( especially for me ;(
sometimes I don't wanna to sleep with you in the same bed... i dream about punching you in your face... so strong that scratch on your face will remand you what you've done to me ;(
