just because...

and everythink happened because of my curiosity...
Why it happened? Why me? why because of me my grandpa dead? Why my sister is in heaven now? And why I am so weak? :(

Another such a long day started... me... alone in a 4 walls, thinking about nothing...

He left me... run away... it's only job, but i don't have here nobody...
Yesterday i was driving a car all day long... until i woke up ant thought that i wont go to the niversity cos i'm out of petrol ;)
Maybe I'll look on allegro electric guitar...
I always wanted to have one..and play... but im poor... and even don't have for pizza..;/ 50 zl...it's 13 euro for 10 days;p 1 euro for a day ;) nice... for a can of cola <lol2>

keep yours fingers crossed... maybe today ill cry less... ;(